Birthday shoutout.

1st June~ I'm going to spend this day happy and carefree. Why? 1) Two friends of mine, PeiRu and Juwai yg kambengz, are coming over! Weehee! 2) Today celebrates the birthday of two significant people in my life; two people I love and care so much. My beloved father and nephew. Yes, they share the same birthdate, if only the second grandson waited just one more week, there would've been three cakes every year instead of two. =) Anyhow, I texted Babah tadi at around 11pm Brunei Time (which means it was still 31st May when I msged him. I got mixed up with the time zone bah~ Thought it was + 8 hrs~ LOL~)




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABAHKU - HJ HAMZAH b HJ HASAN and ANAK BUAHKU - HAMZI HAZAIQ b HAZMIN HATTA. I LOVE BOTH OF YOU VERY MUCH! HUGS AND KISSES FROM YOUR DAUGHTER and YOUR USYUUUU. STAY HEALTHY AND TAKE CARE ALWAYS~ CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU BOTH AGAIN INSYA-ALLAH. SEMOGA DIBERKATI ALLAH. AMIN~

It's funny how only now that I'm in england do i finally tell my family and friends i love them. I'm sure lots of people out there are like me, time d Brunei nadatah ku pernah say "I love you" to my otou-san, kyodai, or tomodachi. My oka-chan selalu lah. Only when you are far away and alone do you realise how much their presence actually means to you, which is why even with only their voices can stir every emotion inside you and those 3 words just comes out naturally. Therefore, I'll end this post with a love shoutout:

"TO BABAH, BABU, SIBLINGSKU, RELATIVESKU and FRIENDS, I LOVE EVERY EACH ONE OF YOU!"

OVER! DONE! ABIS!

Last paper~ Weehheeee!!! i'm done!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! But now, my adaptor plug yg arah hole laptop atu rusak~!!! Have to go to PC World to usai, meaning I have to spend $$$$$$!!! Grrrrrr!!! And on monday I have to meet a tutor of mine to discuss my coursework, pasal... errrmmm... hesshhh!! Ngaleh ku eh, nda pandai abis bah masalah ani~ Ah well.... Bah, aku kn liat j-drama!!!!!

8 down 1 more~

All the pictures above (except the last one) show MY exam fever, and my medicine = snacks~ Chocolattteeee~ Just two more days till my final paper - Infection. I'm worried about how my results are going to turn out; some papers were difficult i have to admit. *gulp* Tawakkal saja. Hope you guys doa2kan that I'll pass every paper. Me and Yani had our Neurosci and Digestive System exams at Chamberlain Hall which was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaking far. Nyusahkan hidupku. And both of us didn't know where the place is, but luckily we bumped into our coursemates on our "luruskah nda ni" way. Digestive paper was ehem ehem, everyone was practically cursing after the exam. The last picture was taken outside Chamberlain Hall just now. The scenery was beautiful~

Please help...

Please help the victims of China's recent earthquake. Please contribute in any way you can, and show that we care. I just made a donation online through the China Earthquake Fund set up by UK's redcross. If you want to do the same, you can donate by visiting these websites:

http://www.redcross.org.uk/donatesection.asp?id=81125
OR
http://www.worldvision.org/

I feel helpless at the moment. After seeing the pictures, reading all the moving stories of these strong-willed victims and watching some videos from the earthquake, I just bawled my eyes out for days. I salute all the rescuers, they are indeed HEROES. I feel humbled just reading what they have gone through:

http://2008sceq.googlepages.com/englisharticles

I recommend you to visit and read the stories that has come out from this tragic event. If you finish reading these articles with no tears down your cheeks, you are heartless. Most of the victims were children who were at school when the disaster struck; and surviving children were found with their parents' or teachers' bodies on top - who selflessly sacrifice themselves. The rescuers continue searching and helping for trapped victims non-stop for days without resting.

This child was reaching for someone to rescue it from the darkness. But it was too late. *cries*

She was found safe and shielded under two dead and seriously battered adult bodies - they were her parents. *cries*

If only I can, I'm willing to ditch exams and go to China. Help these children. Comfort the survivors who lost their loved ones. Provide them with food and a place to sleep. I would adopt these orphaned children, but I don't have the money or the means to do any of these. I just wish I could do so much more. But, how about you?

Current toll:
55239 dead
281066 injured
83988 rescued
24949 missing

Questionnaire.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Hohohohohoho.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
- Japan. I'm desperate to go there.

3.What's your favorite thing to do?
- Sleep...... *tetido*

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- Of course! I quote GG's Blair more or less "Those who say money can't buy happiness don't know the right place to shop".

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- To be successful.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Yes, get a rich husband. He'll supply you with everything.

7. What don't you like about yourself?
- I'm very bad at expressing my feelings and thoughts. I either seem heartless or I always say the wrong thing.

8. Name a celebrity you think is the IDEAL lover.
- He's not my favourite artist by any means but he definitely is every girl's ideal man: Choi Siwon (Good-looking, talented, rich, but most importantly, a GENTLEMAN!)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Not in a million years. I'm the type who keeps everything bottled up inside. *sigh* Can you add this as an answer to the 7th question?

10. List 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
- Hjh Diyana: Pakar bercerita, pakar bepantun, pakar membagi advise yg d plagiarisenya dari nininya. =P *Eena also tagged me* Eena: Very cool, confident, rebellious.

11.What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
- To love me deeply and take good care of me.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
- People who abuse the so-called 'freedom of speech' - ie. use it to bash other people, be rude and try to defend themselves with "Hey, everyone's entitled to voice their opinion, I'm just expressing mine." That never fails to make me go WTF!

13. What is your ambition?
- To do charity work and help the poor.

14.If you can teleport once, where would you go?
- Brunei, tapi balik paksa membali plane ticket tu~ huhu. Cubatah dapat teleport twice. Oh well, anything for the nephews~ <3

15. What do you think is the important thing in your life?
- Faith.

16.What is the most embarrassing moment in your life you can't forget?
- Something I'm trying to forget.

17.If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- Refer to question 7 and 9. And also, I have a rather low self-esteem - I want to be more confident and outgoing.

18.What music have you been listening to recently?
- David Archuleta's version of "Love me tender".

19. What is your least favourite animal?
- Currently, I'm obsessed with hating spiders.

20. What would you do if you feel emotional?
- Eat.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

I tag.... Juy, Marliyana, Ainal, Ziah, MeiMei, Cathy annndddd Bgming...

Sorry ah, my posts are getting dull-er.

I LOVE...

... my two adorable nephews. 010606||200508. I quote Hamzi Hazaiq "Hewwo Ussyu~ Ussyu udah makan?" in that loud, high-pitched voice. LOL! XD Can't wait to meet the new HH family member.

Stress? Change your hairstyle..

Ok, I sat for my Cardio-blabla exam this morning and uhhhh..... Half of the paper was great, the other half... dont ask~ Anyway, so after the exam, yani said she wanted to go to this Property Soln.'s Office to discuss about her house-to-be and I figured I'd just accompany her cause the office isn't that far from uni. I looked at the list of accomodation available for rent while she was discussing, and so I texted Jajan if she wanted to come over to the office cause she's going to be my housemate again next year and we have yet to find a house. So Jajan came *and she just woke up too..lol, kcyan* when Yani had just finished settling everything. Yani gone to the city while me and Jajan went house-hunting. By the way, the weather is so cold and wet when it was really hot and sunny just two days ago!! Sheesshh.. We managed to view 5 houses altogether - and there are a couple of em that we'd consider.. Oh, i just wanna say, urg puteh ani masya-Allah kotornyaaaaa!! Nda bebersih kh rumah drg atu, walaupun students!!

After that, we went to another housing agent's office, and my God!! This male officer just pisses me off big time! Banartah! With that smug look on his face, crossed arms and 'un-interested' tone when he spoke.. kami clients kali ah! Cubatah layan bisai2! Sasak berabis to the max ku! After we left, I expressed my annoyance arah Jajan, and there was this hair saloon nearby, and I sorta mcm out-of-the-blue "lakastah gunting rambut~" LOL. Luan stress and sasak, but Jajan was cool and agreed walaupun the request was out of nowhere. So, both of us got our hair cut. I promised myself that I will not cut my hair sampai balik Brunei, hehehehe... Promise broken~ XP Both of us got REALLLLYYY long hair, mcm kn k punggung panjangnya: So Razan went for a shoulder-length layered hairstyle while I went for punk-ish hairstyle~ Sajaaa. Oh, the owner of the shop is a Sabah lady~ which is totally cool! She even gave us discounts! =)

BEFORE:



AFTER:

Exam fever...

Exam starts NEXT WEEK! I'm feeling anxious at the moment, just thinking about it makes me want to cry.... kidding~ I don't think I'll be getting butterflies in me stomach till like hours before the actual paper, that's usually when my anxiety gets the better of me physically - ie. trembling hands, sweaty palms, feels like vomiting amongst other unpleasant feelings. Till that day comes, I'll just have to jiayou~!

What an exciting month to look forward to~ *snorts*

12/5/2008:
Intro to Biomed Sci (BMedSc) 1
Intro to Biomed Sci (BMedSc) 2
15/5/2008:
Cardiovascular & Respiratory System
19/5/2008:
Pharmacology I
22/5/2008:
Biochemistry
Molecules And Movement
27/5/2008:
Neuroscience I
Digestive System
29/5/2008:
Infection I

Allowance for this month was 722 pounds.. Mwahaha.. I is the very very happy~